High school is the worst part of life. Going to school and seeing perfect people who live happy and enjoy teenage life. Sitting in class thinking how bad i just want to come home and lay in bed. Fall asleep…a very deep sleep. Pretending to be okay and hiding your pain. I dont care about the stupid school events, stupid “fun” things that i should be doing. I just want to find a way to end this pain that is eating me inside. Why does my sadness never end? Most of the people my age get sad but things get better and they go back to […]
we all want to die..so why are we still here?
how to end the pain? how to get out of the laberynth of suffering? i think i will feel this way forever. Months pass and i never seem to find happiness in my life. there are days when i don’t cry but im always hurting. I hate myself and i hate all the things that have made me this way. why cant i be a normal 17 year old who is out making memories with her bestfriend or enyoing her teenage years. something blocks me from reaching happiness. i feel numb and i feel like i just want to cry and die and lock myself […]