Why can’t i be like all the other girls? Why do i have to try to be perfect when everyone else is? What’s wrong with me? Was I a fuck up, an accident? Why am I even here?
Can someone out there be my should to cry on…? I just need someone right now… :'(
I try to sleep but i never can… All I ever do is sit up thinking constantly. I use to smoke bowls and do drugs to help but I’m trying to stay clean. I need to actually. But without drugs all i think about is hurting myself. When it will be my last day how it will all end. Does anyone know anyway to help with this shit? I mean I’m on meds but they don’t work at all. Someone anyone ideas please… I’m tired of wanting drugs and to hurt myself but I have nothing else.