lisap

Yesterday was a normal day, Iwas going on with my day like a zombie. I feel so lifeless, like a robot just doing shit. The day before yesterday I slept in my car because I couldnt deal with my brother. I just needed to be alone. So last night I came home to a bunch of notes on my table. No its not even my table.

Heres my living situation, got kicked out of parents house, live with newly wed brother and his wife in their new home, they are over achievers and active people while I am just a bum, I was not allowed to bring […]

okay so i think it started when i was in kindergarden. i didnt talk, at all. i knew how to and understood everything but i was just toooo embarrassed to. i was able to talk to some people one on one but never in a group. all i really did was nod, shrug or point. i got ovr it when i started high school, i was teased a lot and people would say im mute. it really took a toll in school, i wsnt able to do group projects or presentations or anything that involved talking to people. people ask me why and i honestly […]