So after many failed attempts with the good old paracetamol and sleeping pills, I can’t take it anymore and have looked into antifreeze. I was wondering if anyone else had given in to this way and how it felt, is it painful, how long does it take to feel the effects. I’ve spent time in the hospital, have mental health help but nothing has helped and I cannot live the way I am anymore. I hate the look you get after a failed attempt and never want to have to deal with it again.