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heart to heart

by littleprincess 6/12/2013

written by littleprincess

All I want righ now is a hand to hold.

Isn’t it a basic need?

To be loved…

How good it would to be needed. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t want to live like this anymore…

Everytime someone shows at least a bitÂ affection I get so excited. And I can’t help myself that I fall for those people so fast… He was drunk and called me pretty, thats enough for me. Now I have the most beautiful dreams about him. I gave him my number and he doesn’t even text or call me. That’s the worst, I think he’s into another girl. And I can’t do anything […]

6/12/2013 2 comments

Help me?

by littleprincess 10/31/2012

written by littleprincess

I don’t know why, but I can’t be happy. Seriously, everything is very well in my life, but.. I just can’t be happy.

I have only a few friends. They are not the best friends You can get and I feel lonely sometimes, but they are good for me. Still, they don’t make me happy.

I have a boyfriend and he says that he loves me. He tries hard for me. Many girls are jealous for me. But.. he doesn’t make me happy.

I’m pretty. Everyone tells me so. But.. I don’t feel pretty enough.

My life is good. So why do I want to die so bad? Why […]

10/31/2012 1 comment

Hello, my name is .. and I’m lonely

by littleprincess 9/5/2012

written by littleprincess

I’m so lonely… Â I really want to fall in love again. But nothing is good enough for me. And I’m not good enough for my crushes. Why do I always chase after popular, handsome guys who have no interestÂ in me? Why can’t I be happy with a guy who actually likes me? Just because they aren’t handsome? But… Maybe I should try o date with some simple guy? But.. I really can’t… I just feel worthless because of them… I don’t like them and I don’t want them, so why they are trying to get me anyways?

And there’s very handsome guy in my school that […]

9/5/2012 2 comments

ugly ugly ugly 3

by littleprincess 8/24/2012

written by littleprincess

I really want to kill myself. I’m ugly. Ugly. Ugly. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself.

He likes me because of my personality, not because of my looks. And it fucking hurts.

And to be honest I have never wanted to have a good personality. I just want to be drop dead gorgeous. That’s all I want. Nothing else, nothing else….

8/24/2012 8 comments

ugly ugly ugly 2

by littleprincess 8/4/2012

written by littleprincess

How can someone feel beautiful?

Do ugly people know that they are ugly?

How do I know when people don’t lie when they say “You are beautiful”?

Who can tell me if I’m beautiful or not?

Why beauty is so important to the world?

Why it is important to me?

???????????

?????

???

8/4/2012 5 comments

Friendship

by littleprincess 7/26/2012

written by littleprincess

I must say: I’m tired of being alone. I want a friend. A real friend. Â I want to care about that person. I want to smile whatever I see her/him. I want to be happy with him/her.

I have only one friend. She ignores me right now and I have no idea why. I want to make her happy and I’m always trying to be a good friend. I think I just can’t be a good friend. I’m egoist. I love myself way to much… Maybe what’s why she hates me? how can I show her that I care for her???

7/26/2012 3 comments

Videos You should watch

by littleprincess 7/18/2012

written by littleprincess

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfq_A8nXMsQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs

7/18/2012 2 comments

Let him go…

by littleprincess 7/17/2012

written by littleprincess

He doesn’t love me. I have to move on. I must stop talking with him. How??? It’s so hard. I don’t want to. It would hurt a lot. But I have to. I have to. but how…?

There’s two opinions:

First one: To be with him. I would feel unwanted all the time. I would hope that one day he will love me. But he won’t.

Second: Let him go. At first it would be very hard. I would want him even more. I tried once. It was way too hard, I couldn’t stop being sad.

I want to be happy, but I can’t imagine happinessÂ without him.

7/17/2012 2 comments

ugly ugly ugly

by littleprincess 7/17/2012

written by littleprincess

I look in ugly people and ask myself: “How do they live? And why? Why am I living?”

My arms are too long.

My hair is too short.

My legs are too fat.

My skin has way to much red blemishes.

My face shape is horrible.

I get compliments from ugly people and I ask myself: “So… Am I the prettiest one from ugly people? Why pretty people never like me? Why handsome guys reject me?”

I just want to sleep… Forever… I don’t want anyone to see me. I don’t want to see myself.

7/17/2012 3 comments

I want to…

by littleprincess 7/15/2012

written by littleprincess

I’m not pretty enough. I’m pretty, but not like those beautiful girls from fashionÂ catalogues. I see myself as I am and I don’t want to be just average. I hate myself for being just ordinaryÂ girl. I want to beÂ stunning,Â gorgeous, perfect… I want guys to like me.Â I want girls to be jealousÂ of how I look. I want to be perfect. I want to be stunning. I don’t want to be simply. I hate myself. I want to end everything. I see no point in being just pretty. That’s not enough!
Yes, I’m vain. Beauty means everything to me. Too bad I’m not beautiful like those girls […]

7/15/2012 2 comments