This week has been the best week of my life … i love this kid named Jamel .. he is my boyfriend…. we only have been dating for a short time but i feel like i know him so much more…. he means everything to me . i’m glad to have met him. he told me he loved me .. we have been kissing like every second we can .. i love him more than anyone ive dated before.. he is the sweetest guy I’ve dated before… he is the sweetest and kindest .. and HOT !!! i love him this one is short but i […]
Well, im still alive … i thought about it …. i can’t do it .. people depend on me and proud of my self .. i can’t do that to my mother .. she loves me soo much and she wont stop crying if i left. but i really cant help it but i said some things that i shouldnt have .. there is this girl in my school and she is just the biggest ***** … Taylor is her name … she has made my life a living hell .. she can’t ever leave me alone . she always  knows that she is bulling me […]
So i have been having horriable thoughts lately and i am not sure i want them be real ..people treat me like crap and i can’t pretend its ok all the time. it bothers me all the time. i can’t stay here. my ex is engaged .. i loved him more than anyone .. and he let his fiance talk down to me .. ive been talked down to my whole life.. i can’t keep being a push over .. i know that im not pretty .. im not skinny … im not good enough for anyone .. all my friends are happy .. my […]