I met a guy a year ago and I’ve had a crush on him ever since I saw him. we’ve always been friends and I know he’s been thro a lot and he knows I have too. I’m like best friends with his sister and I went to hang out with her and we went to a party with her bro there. he got drunk and I got drunk and we ended up hooking up. a week later I started to really like him… then over Christmas break we hooked up again.. and I still like him more then before. I’m scared to love him […]
the second I come home from school it’s like my parents hold in and save all their yelling energy to take it out on me right when I get home. they wonder why I’m afraid to come home and I hate being home. they don’t realize what the do to me actually hurts and effects me. they think oh I can handle it I’ll be fine. yeah right. I’ve been dealing with it for so long and I’m sick of it. just shut the fuck up and go on with your lives and stay out of mine. cuz they just keep making it worse and […]
sometimes I wish I wasn’t here.. I wonder why I was even born or why I haven’t bothered to die yet.. why have I stayed even though sometimes in life I’m so close to being gone? everyone says you look so tough and that you have no issues your life is perfect. you get everything you want. well no. my life isn’t perfect. I strive to be perfect I strive to be what everyone wants me to be and I fail. deep inside I’m weak. I’m not strong. I wanna run up to people and curse them out for all the mean and hurtful things […]