I love someone who will never love me back.

I met a guy a year ago and I’ve had a crush on him ever since I saw him. we’ve always been friends and I know he’s been thro a lot and he knows I have too. I’m like best friends with his sister and I went to hang out with her and we went to a party with her bro there. he got drunk and I got drunk and we ended up hooking up. a week later I started to really like him… then over Christmas break we hooked up again.. and I still like him more then before. I’m scared to love him cuz I know he will never love me. but I wish he would give me a chance to prove to him that I’m good enough. I want him to notice me. when he sees me in the halls he immediately looks away. in the mornings for the past week he’s been ignoring me barely even talking to me and idk what I did:/. his friends say he’s fine and he’s just been stressed and I’m afraid to txt him and talk to him. I made my Facebook status in need of being rescued all heroes please apply. he was the only person that txted me about the status but he only talked to me for 5 mins and we only talked about what show it was from. I went to another party the other day and he was there and he completely ignored me. his best friends ex started a rumor saying that the guy and I had sex which we didn’t and I got mad cuz one of my friends was blackmailing me and it was all a big mess. so I understand about the other night not wanting to do stuff cuz the drama just happened.. I just wish he would see that I really care and I don’t wanna hurt him.. I wish I was good enough for him. I want to say I don’t love him but i feel like I do. and it kills me. when he huged me it makes me feel soo good and when he smiles it makes my day and when he kissed me it made me happy for weeks. he knows how badly I’ve been hurt and I know how badly he’s been hurt so I don’t understand where the issue is… I just guess I’ll never be good enough for him.:/