i could use some friends. Real friends. not ones who fuck with me. not ones who say shit to me just to piss me off. no ones who abandon me when things get difficult for them. not ones who just stop talking to me for no good reason. not ones who bug the hell out of me when i just wanna be alone. not ones who dont invite me to anything when they invite everyone else. and defs not one who talks shit about me behind my back.
sorry for the rant, i just wanted to get that out of my system
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just something ive been thinking about. i want to love and be loved back. i want to have friends. i want to get married. i want a girlfriend. i want to not be lonely anymore. i know i will never have any of these things. so i made a new list. i want to finally get the courage to cut my wrists, the real way. i want to be alone forever. i want to walk aimlessly around in the pouring rain by myself as long as possible. i want to cry every day, whether its crying myself to sleep and waking up with tears still in […]
hey, ive been viewing this website for quite awhile now. reading everyones stories and thinking about what theyve been through. how theyve felt. and what drove them to consider suicide. i wll try to tell you my story and how i got here. its going to be a long one so brace yourself..my classmate gave me her number and i didnt text her till mabye a month later. i was so bored and i started looking through the contacts. curious, i texted her. at first it as akward becuz we didnt know eachother. but after a few deays we became friends. over a longer period […]
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