just something ive been thinking about. i want to love and be loved back. i want to have friends. i want to get married. i want a girlfriend. i want to not be lonely anymore. i know i will never have any of these things. so i made a new list. i want to finally get the courage to cut my wrists, the real way. i want to be alone forever. i want to walk aimlessly around in the pouring rain by myself as long as possible. i want to cry every day, whether its crying myself to sleep and waking up with tears still in my eyes, or crying in the middle of the day. i want to commit suicide without the knowing that i will be in hell for eternity. i want to commit suicide and go to heaven(i doubt thats gonna happen). i want to die. i want to Live No Longer.
let me know if this qualifies as poetry. i dont think it is but ill tag it as such anyways.
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this is the story of my life.
if you need to talk, i can listen.
@Umbra_Artist, thanx, ill keep that in mind next time i come up with something similar to this.
@n0 0ne, ive already done my share of the talking. its your turn. ill listen if u tell me. u dont have to th0 im not gonna force u to tell me if u dont want to
Anything expressing your innermost emotions can be poetry. It doesn’t have to rhyme or be labeled by anyone for it to be considered poetry. So yes I think this is poetry. You as a person is poetry and art.
when I read this, I thought how crazy it was that someone feels like the exact way I do, well I actually wrote another story, but still, this is like EXACTLY how I feel, (except I want a boyfriend, I’m a girl). I am actually a Christian, I’m kinda scared of committing suicide because that’s murder and I don’t know if God would forgive me for that, but my mental disturbance is getting worse every day, I don’t know how much longer I’ll be alive, I don’t take my antidepressants anymore, I don’t want to be happy that way. it’s stupid that people make you take pills to change how you feel, I hate it
Yep. It’s hard.
If you want all that then you need to be average, above average or below average are rejected by most people straight away.
Start imitating the people around you and you will have everything you desire, if you want to be yourself and yourself is not average then you will need a lot of luck.
@SuicideThoughts, I agree with u. Taking antidepressants isnt natural happiness. And they made u take those pills? That sounds terrible.
@bubbles75 I dont want to do that though. I dont want to imitate everyone in order just to have what I want. Especially becuz I hate just about EVERY0NE around me. If I imitate them, I may get what I want, but I will become what I hate most and Im not about to do that