I have been cutting the 8th grade which was 6 years ago. I have been hospitalized twice for trying to kill myself. Thanks to a friend, I haven’t cut myself since October 25th. Some other things I found helpful was “the butterfly project” and a crisis text line. The butterfly project can be found on tumblr and facebook. The crisis text line was really helpful though. The number is 741-741 (I have it saved in my phone as CrysTaL that way people who look at my contacts wont know)
Everything has gotten so much worse. Every time I close my eyes, all I can see is me killing myself. I’ve set a date to do it as well. I’m going to go to my favorite spot, tie a noose to the tree, and hang myself.
I’ve been able to keep my thoughts secret for years now, without ANYONE knowing about the cutting or thoughts of suicide. But someone finally figured it out. And when someone finds out a secret that big they can’t keep it to themselves because if I were to finally kill myself, they’d only blame themselves. But they don’t realize that with every new person that finds out, it gets worse. The cutting has almost doubled and I just want to kill myself. People have been asling me to go talk to a counselor or a priest. I finally went to see a counselor and now they […]
I am 19 and I’ve been cutting myself since I was 15. I cut on my legs so that no one will see them. I do it to distract myself from the sadness and emptiness and the constant thought of suicide. I feel like I’m not going to amount to anything, not going to do anything great with my life and be a complete failure. I’ve kept it a secret all this time. This is my first year in college and one of my new friends found out what I’ve been doing. She’s been tring to get me to stop but she doesn’t know what see’s doing. She […]