I’ve tried a lot of ways to commit suicide when I was in high school. I once used a cable wire to hang myself and a razor blade to cut my wrist. But I always chicken out on the last minute. It was about those times that I found myself alone and scared when I really needed my best friend.
Since then, I couldn’t even consider anyone I’m kinda closed with a friend. Maybe I like being with them, hanging out with them, but I could never bring myself to trust any of them. Not even a little bit.
That’s also when I settled with self-harm. Because […]