I got dependent on benzos through sheer stupidity (lots of anxiety that I could have handled without meds). Was very careful in the beginning about using them, but it escalated as stresses got worse. Now I can barely leave the house, haven’t worked for 3 months and don’t stand a chance of going back. I can barely sleep. I’ve tried tapering the benzos and getting off of it, but haven’t had much success or enough supply, The doctors are not supportive.
I do have a will to live, but with not being able to go back to work, borrow money or medical support to get off […]