The thought of suicide is constantly on my mind, you could probably say i am obsessed with suicide (maybe thats why i’m on a suicide website). Well i guess i should explain myself first, as long as I can remember I have been depressed, initially mildly but for the past 5 years or so it has been intense. My life is just one big circle and i end up back at the start, im depressed as hell for months at a time i plan the date that i am going to end it all and then when the date comes i chicken out. The reason […]
All i can ever remember in my life is pain both of the physical and emotional nature. Every day i wake up thinking i am not worthy of facing the world and that the world would be just better of without me. This feeling haunts me all day, draining me of everything i have i feel limp like my soul could just fly out my body any minute..I never actually feel like a human. I cant even control my emotions its just like a roller coaster ride to get threw a single day, what lame excuse for a person cant even keep there emotions in […]