So much has happened in the past year. I am slowly getting worse and it is scaring me. I have more friends who support me now which is why I gave up cutting two weeks ago today. They thought it would be good for me but I crave it and I am going crazy. I told my mom about my cutting and all she did was give me a speech about how I am throwing my life away. She hasn’t since mentioned the topic and it makes me feel ashamed that she won’t talk about it. My friends are getting upset with the fact that […]
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For three years I have been told by my family and friends that I will be happy soon. After my aunt passed away to cancer, I began to do worse in school and rarely laughed. She was practically my mom and a person I strongly looked up to. Now I am nearing the third anniversary of her death and I am not sure if I can make it that long.
I have one friend who knows very little about my suicidal thoughts. My family has no idea and as much as my friend tries to help I know that this is causing a rift in […]