Getting Worse

November 27th, 2011by lost in the world

So much has happened in the past year. I am slowly getting worse and it is scaring me. I have more friends who support me now which is why I gave up cutting two weeks ago today. They thought it would be good for me but I crave it and I am going crazy. I told my mom about my cutting and all she did was give me a speech about how I am throwing my life away. She hasn’t since mentioned the topic and it makes me feel ashamed that she won’t talk about it. My friends are getting upset with the fact that I don’t want help. They too have noticed me getting worse and my best friend always tells me how scared she is. I guess I would be scared if I was her too. Well I keep pushing back my suicide date but I don’t know how much longer I can postpone it.

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