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My Mind is Playing Tricks On Me… Or is it?

by lost_inside_myself 6/22/2015

written by lost_inside_myself

I’m that typical 3 sport athlete girl who you expect to be fine, always look fine, always feel fine, but I’m not. I’m not at all..

Tonight was Cross Country practice and as doing Cross for four years now I know what to expect, or so I thought. Growing up running I use to finish and never quit, never want to give up, or stop but tonight was different. The distance I should have easily ran and should have been able to complete I couldn’t. The thoughts in my mind I usually can control and continue to motivate myself, I couldn’t. Usually the statement “Your mind […]

6/22/2015 9 comments

Maybe there’s hope…

by lost_inside_myself 6/21/2015

written by lost_inside_myself

I’m new to this, this is my first blog per say..

I don’t know really what’s going on, with who I am with what I’ve become, with really who I’m becoming. Maybe I came to this cite because maybe there’s actually people out there who understand that sometimes we really aren’t okay. Maybe you guys are my friends who actually deeply care.. Just maybe, who really knows these days. Where to start with my story..

I’ve thought and tried suicide to many times. But ironically, I’m still here.. Having so many just problems that suffocate my every breath I decided to just put the pills in and say […]

6/21/2015 4 comments