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LostInPain

I am a 49yo disabled RN who is in constant pain, physically and mentally. I lost my husband to a heart attack seven years ago, he was 39. A year later, my father died due to a horrific hospital error that they covered up so my mother could not sue. Between those two deaths, I was attacked and raped outside of a local restaurant. I live in Tennessee, alone now that my two sons have moved out.

Feel As If I Can’t Do This Anymore

by LostInPain 8/19/2014

written by LostInPain

I am so very lonely..and tired. I lost the love of my life seven years ago….we had been married for nine years. He died suddenly of a heart attack and I was the one who found him dead. I can’t explain how much I loved this man and how him dying at 39 yrs old almost killed me too. I had been disabled a few years before he died, I have spinal and brain tumors, and the surgeries not only disabled me, but caused me so much pain in the aftermath, that I lost my job as a trauma nurse because […]

8/19/2014 4 comments