I don’t know what to do anymore.
I’ve been self-harming for about 5 years. And I’ve been doing so good for the past couple of months. But just looking at my scars makes my arm tingle. Makes me want to run and get the scissors and just tear away at my arm. I want that so bad. I want to see the blood. I want to feel the amazing stinging that I’m so addicted to.
I want it to be so bad that it’s the end.