I’ve reached the point of being tired of being alone. I’ve been staying out of the house in fear of what I’m capable of when people aren’t watching. Though it hurts I’m just breaking. I’m screaming for help and it’s like no one hears. This so called friend that says I can go to them once I start to open up they just ignore me. I just don’t know who to trust anymore. I just want to be happy. I want to have people I can trust and talk to. I’m just starting to believe that’s not possible.
I am the outcast. I always feel like no one will notice if I am gone. When I go to high school I feel so trapped then I go home and I feel extremely alone. I never feel like I belong anywhere. There are moments where I came so close to committing suicide just I get scared. I get scared because what if I do it and it isn’t any better on the other side what if I am even more alone. My family life just is terrible and my school life is so much worse. I have to pretend to be someone I am […]