so after so long of not being able to see you i went up there. I knew i was most likely wasting my time, but when i got there this very nice nurse took pity in me, she said she would let me see you because of ezra. she led me to that little room where you all sit and watch tv, or play games. I probably should have figured it out by the was that girl kept looking at me…. the  same look i gave the vet when i was 9, right before they took my kitty away for the last time. we talked […]
we were perfect. eveything was picking up. I hadnt hurt myself in two god damned year. he had finally gotten his music career off the ground, i had my photography picking up, we had just found out i was pregnant, i finished high school, he finished college. but they got selfish and kicked him out. they had no right. he started that band and put his soul into it. he snapped this sunday… they took him to the same place he was in when he was 15. Â i am not allowed to talk to him or see him. no one care that i am carrying […]