I don’t know who I am, why I’m here, why I’m alive. I tried very nearly successfully once before. I’m not sure I want to die, but I don’t want to live anymore. My heart has been ripped apart. I’ve never loved anyone like I loved her, and I just ruined it. I have to let go, move on, but I can’t. My heart still cries out for her… and she’s already over me, and it hurts so much. I don’t want to hear that I’m young, and it will pass, because I’m nearly 30. But throw these feelings on top of the pain I […]
