This will be my last post here if I am lucky.I have attempted to hang myself twice till now but failed miserably.Within the next 24 hrs,I will try to find strength to hang myself for the third time and hopefully this time God will be more kind to me and accept my resignation from this life.If you hear from me again it is unfortunate and I failed for the third time.Before I leave,I would like to thank wndoz8er,salt,kills and others for reading my posts and supporting me.I was only a member of suicide project for just 15 days and I feel I have known you […]
…when all is said and done,it all boils down to one simple but nevertheless a very haunting question which he ask himself,”How much more can a man take before he breaks?” How much pain and regrets can one hold in his heart before his mind snaps and gives away to oblivion
I ask you all fine people, how much more can one take when he realizes that he has reached his end and he has exhausted all his faith and reasons to live in this world.That is when he takes the leap to his death and starts on a journey in search of peace through eternity.
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Do you agree with it mates?
I m sorry to post such a ridiculous statement,but I had to.Last night,I got drunk on vodka and tried to hang myself again for the third time.This time I was pretty sure I will get through it.I even completed say 65-70% of the process.But as you all fine folks know very well that Lady Luck can be a very cruel mistress and life is like an abusive wife.And so when I was about to fade into eternity,the rope snapped and I fell down and piss my pants.So here I am,all worthless and wet but unfortunately alive yet again.
Moral of the incident:Always empty your bladder and […]
Into the darkness,I walk alone,
Where all my faith and hopes are gone,
Into the abyss,I jump tonight,
I know nothing ever can be set right,
When I put the noose around my neck,
I can’t take my regrets back,
Why is it so difficult to kick the chair,
Knowing well my freedom is near.
Does anybody recognize this quote? Can anyone tell me from where it has been extracted?
Today,I spent the entire day trying to find a painless way to kill myself.They are right when they say dying is never painless.What happens to a man when he loses the reason for his survival,when he finds that is short existance in this world is nothing but a wheel of regret and failure.We each owe God a debt,the debt of death.It seems the time has come for me to pay back my debt.From ashes to ashes,from dust to dust.
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
We grow old and fade and rust
Our lives are spent in endless fights
And spend out time with endless nights
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
We are cursed with mistaken trust
We pretend that we don’t know
Which makes our decay all so slow
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Our time is spent in one big gust
We flourish and then whither away
And are truly happy for one whole day
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
It’s not worth the work to bust
The time spent to make it work
Is always taken by evil smirks
Ashes to ashes […]
“Hold on little girl
Show me what he’s done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can’t be that bad
When it’s through, it’s through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on dear come on over
Let me be the one to show you.”
Does anyone out there agrees with me?I have exhausted all my hope,aspirations and strength.I don’t have anything left in me to push forward.
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