This will be my last post here if I am lucky.I have attempted to hang myself twice till now but failed miserably.Within the next 24 hrs,I will try to find strength to hang myself for the third time and hopefully this time God will be more kind to me and accept my resignation from this life.If you hear from me again it is unfortunate and I failed for the third time.Before I leave,I would like to thank wndoz8er,salt,kills and others for reading my posts and supporting me.I was only a member of suicide project for just 15 days and I feel I have known you guys for a long time.I never had a single friend in my life but after talking with you guys,I felt I wish I knew you guys long time ago,my life would have been different then.Anyways it doesn’t matter anymore,I guess its all over now.
Thank you.
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Thank you for the shout out. I’m sorry your suffering so much my friend. But be careful because if you tried 2 times already there is a huge chance that you will fail again. Sometimes you gotta plan other methods. Make sure you know what your doing please. I respect your self ownership. Good luck on what ever you decide to do my friend.
You are right,wndoz8er.Please tell me what other methods are there.I know most probably this time also I will fail hanging myself.So please tell me what are the other methods,please tell me.I need it,you will be doing someone a great favour.Please.
I hope you find peace.
No matter hows it going, i hope u got your best plan, and i would like to say thankyou ure the first one who replied me when im here, not sure how you feel, just wish you all th best, remembering u saying being a friend of mine in yr last days and talk to me whnever i want to, well that made a ‘friend-less”s day, thankyou, wish you peace, best wishes
I’m very sorry to hear this. Your posts were beautiful and I’m sorry you have decided not to continue on. I hope you find the peace you seek.
I hope you find the peace that you are seeking.
… and I recited a little prayer for you. I wish I could be there with you…. even though I am not I share your pain. I feel for you. I know it’s tough and greater still is going through what you’re going through alone…. being alone is tough and can be the worst feeling out there.
Everything said, I also respect your decision. Suicide as some would claim is “the easy way out”. Suicide is by far the most difficult thing for one to decide, and greater still to go through with.
I don’t want you to die and I realize my hypocrisy. I ask that you reach out to a crisis centre or call 911. What’s the harm if you haven’t done so already? If you do go through with it I can offer you nothing but the utmost peace into eternity.
Please don’t die. I’m new here, and it would KILL ME if you killed yourself. Please stay alive. Please don’t try again. Please. I know it is tough. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Be alive to see it.
Whatever the outcome. I hope for you all the best 🙂
Pleasure knowing you my friend. Best wishes in your future endeavors. (There will be many.)