I have been so pissed off all day and i’m not over exaggerating. Im getting sick and tired of people using me, abusing me, and making me feel like nothing and im sorry.. yea.. im sorry. im just gonna like.. emotionally detatch myself from everything. you know, my depression is getting bad again. I am regressing into a deeper depression than i was before. and i can feel it not only in my mind but in my heart.. and its killing me. my meds are making me crzy… and .. i just dont know anymore.I wanted to try and be happy but everything just keeps […]
I’m an attention whore because i hate to be ignored? Because i strive to have you smile at me, to talk to me, to laugh with me? I’M SORRY that i’m loud. You may call me obnoxious, but how else will you notice me if i don’t try…
Its ok—- oh god im freaking out.. what just happened what do i do..
Im fine—- i wish i could tell you that something is horribly wrong, but i know youre probably going through worse so my pain is nothing compared to yours
It doesnt matter—- as long as youre happy… ill do what i can.
its nothing—- i feel like im going to die
ha…—-that was so awkward.. wtf did i just do..
oh…—- thats ok.. do what you want.. i cant stop you.
hello?…—- please talk to me.. my parents hate me.. i have no friends.. youre here so will you at least pay attention to me?
Everythings great—- its […]
I’m a teenager in high school. 16 years old. I’ve been struggling for a very long time.. well it feels like a long time but in the grand scheme of things its really only a grain of sand… Since 6th grade i figured out who i am. I am an atheist. I am bi. I am emo. Because of these things i have been ridiculed and made fun of.. ive been beat up.. ive been hurt so many times.. physically and emotionally. Ive been cutting for a while but just recently have i actually pondered the thought of killing myself. How nice it would be […]