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I feel really lost right now. It seems that whenever I start to believe I can get better things take a turn for the worst and I end up back where I started. I thought that maybe I just wasn’t trying hard enough and that I was just being pathetic. I am constantly around happy people, that can actually enjoy life, that can laugh and smile, so if they could do it why couldn’t I? I thought that maybe getting out more and picking up some new hobbies would help me find some purpose in life, and surprisingly it did help. But it didn’t last; […]