I’m sick of everything, not only do people not care about me, but now they don’t want anything to do with me. I can’t even cry, I just want to fucking explode already. I think I might buy some rope today, just to be ready.
8 months feeling this loneliness, I feel that the more it goes on the more my worthlessness shows. I have no one I can call a brother, not even my own. It doesn’t matter how many people I am around, I will always and forever feel alone. I start to see why, I’m worthless scum, needy for attention, at the same time I really just want a really close friend. Someone who we can be there for each other. Seems impossible at this point, I don’t see why I haven’t already just ended it. I’m stuck on the thin thread on staying and leaving this world, super-glued and hanging upside-down. I […]