I’m 49 yrs old. Never thought I’d make it this long. I’ve had thoughts of suicide since I was probably 13, but have been unhappy as long as I can remember. Sure, there were intermittent moments of feeling ok, but those were fleeting. The shit always floated back to the top. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression, but can’t afford medication anymore. Don’t know that it ever did any good.
Anyway, I’ve been thinking of suicide alot lately. I already know that they could put “She never amounted to much” on my tombstone. The only reason I refrain is because I know my parents […]
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