I’m always nice to people, open-minded and honest (I admit it, sometimes to honest) though prole always start harassing me even if they just see me once and/or don’t even know me are treating me really badly. Pushing me, calling me names and beat me. I feel horrible and I am just wondering when I will be ever accepted? Maybe after I am dead …
So … I haven’t told anyone about my suicide thoughts but I can really just say I am exhausted of life. Not that I don’t appreciate it, I just want to be once something or someone I have planned. I believe in the afterlife and after reading the book “many lives, many masters” my fear and point of view of the afterlife or what is happening after the dead. I did research and I found out and it’s what that book is delivering: you can choose who and what you want to be in your next life, life lesson you want to learn and a […]