If you have read my first post you will understand that my life is honestly shit. If you didn’t to sum it up. My dad beat me my whole life, I told him I wanted to kill myself and he told me to do it. He took me to the hospital when I over dosed but dropped me off left, and told me I deserved it. A bunch of stuff has happened since. I have been in 3 mental hospital for attempted suicide. At one point I wasn’t eating or doing much of anything at all. I would go to school come home, and sleep […]
Ever since I was 10 I was always mothering my 2 younger siblings. My parents where always fighting and my dad was abusive to me and my mother. & I would never let him lay a hand on the kids. I would take a beating anytime for them. & I did. My mom used to stay at home and my dad used to work full time. But once my dad got laid off my mom stepped up and started working, leaving him home with us. She never knew how bad of a father he really was. & just so my parents wouldn’t fight I would […]