7 years since my last post, and now I’m back here. The pain is not a black spot at the back of my mind, it’s the whole canvas. I don’t need to squint to see its presence.
3 attempts along the way. Though I thought I was stronger for having to survive it. But it keeps coming back.
There’s always something new to be depressed about. Studies, unemployment, now it’s my job. It grows with me.
What the hell is wrong with me?