MariaB

Reasons to die now instead of waiting around.

If I do it this weekend no one will notice. No one is expecting me anywhere so I will have time to plan it carefully and take my time.

There won’t be many people that will miss me since I don’t have any friends, don’t have contact with my family and don’t have a relationship anymore. I have thought of a way where it won’t affect many people. I think it’s better to do it now, in a good way, then to wait until I do something stupid on a impulse.

I won’t have to become homeless. I have to […]

My whole life I’ve been losing the people I care about.

Starting with my alcoholic dad. After my mom left him when I was two years old I’ve never seen him again. He cared more about his alcohol then his own daughter.

I grew up with my mum and little sister. But since my mum was sick I was the one taking care of them. She never saw a docter but she wouldn’t leave the house on her own and would mainly lay on the couch. I now see the she is mentally ill. She would beat me. She would think I was causing her sickness so […]