I don’t know why I’m depressed, or at least feel depressed. All I know is I have friends who love me, a loving boy friend, I have things to look forward to.. But I just feel the urge to cut daily, I feel as though I want to die..
I just feel like sitting here and crying until I can’t anymore.. :/ idfk
Thinking of suicide ? You’re sitting in your room ~ door locked ~ with a pen in your hand and a blank piece of paper infront of you. Your hand is shaking, and the tears begin again – for the third time in the past hour. ‘To my family’ you write at the top of the page, but decide it’s a bad way to begin your letter ~ your suicide letter. You try again, start over ~ again and again, but you don’t kn
ow where to begin. No one understands you; no one knows what you’re going through, you’re alone or at least that’s what […]
Alright so.. For about a year I’ve been feeling depressed and such. I’ll admit, I’m not as bad as most of the people who are depressed, or suicidal. I’ve only cut twice in my life. I’m 14 now. I always get the urge to cut, but then I tell myself it’s not worth it. It won’t change anything. I want to commit suicide most days, but the thing stopping me is the fact that I know it would be a selfish thing to do. It would devastate my parents, my friends, my brothers, sister in laws, all of my family. But still, I feel the […]
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