i told everyone last night what is going threw my mind but today was even worse. So i have decided as it is time to end it tonight. there is no God and if he was there he defately does not here my cries. i cant take it any more and i atleast want someone to know me and to know what has all lead to this day. My name is Mark Anthony Clarke born 1979/03/10. i am 34 i have never done anything worth noticeing i live in south africa i have had so much hurt in my life lost every thing so many […]
i found this site by accedent. i am 34 single parent that has lost everything exept my child. found something to hold me up and now i am loosing that to and i havent been coping and dont think i can cope anymore. the crying, the pain just won’t stop. it is now wensday i haven’t slept since fryday. every one tells me to hang on God will make it all beter. when is he going to do it when i sit with a pistol placed and cocked behind my ear. plus everyone thinks they know what i am going throu, but its not them going throu […]