alright well i feel better i guess, suicide still no not as much , i think getting help and finding a new place to live , stopped mistreating shit , i feel better, but all i know its gunna take one small thing to make me sad. and then i might lose control i don’t want to but i just don’t know,well thats all .
well im new to this site, but things keep getting harder and harder and i never seem to catch a break. ive been depressed for 2 years and have finally seeked help, im on 2 diffrent anti depressions that dont work. it has gone from abusement. to me mistreating pills and alcohol .then a girl who i loved just lead me on now i feel like killing myself i dont see a reason to live any more. theres no point i have no one and have nothing to live for …..anyway give me some feed back maybe itll help.