I have flashes of self-hatred, anxiety and I think of suicide often.
I’m 26 virgin, and never had any emotional closeness with girls, I feel very lonely and needy.
I was also bullied and rejected by everyone.
I think if I find a girl to love me, I think it may give me enough energy to fight for my life.
Are there any girls that would want to webcam in bed, sleepy talk and fall asleep together?
I’m not even ugly.
Everytime I go outside and see normal happy people it shakes me up inside. I press my lips together, and shut my eyes in tension. All the people that I used to know, just normal guys got it all. Money, house, car, relationship/marriage. Everything. All these people were just normal, nothing special, most were dumber than me academically, similar or worse socially. Many were younger. Yet all of them got it all together, got awesome jobs, get paid well. Got everything. Why is it that everytime I try to do something I fail? I do great with things, any complex problem I can solve as […]
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