I want to know if somebody, some god chooses who is cursed from birth to have such a desire for death. If he/she exists, and when I find them I cant begin to imagine the torture I will put them through. I have had to suffer along with four of my closest friends with thoughts and desires that stem from such a dark place. I am the last one left. Either intentionally or from a disregard of life they all ended where i want so badly to be. I couldn’t say how many times I have tried to kill myself, either on a whim or […]
