Well never thought that I would be even considering anything like suicide considering I watched my mom try it twice. I mean I always thought that I would make it in life, you know one of the happy people. Well I guess life has a strange way of slapping the shit out of you and making you realize that happiness is unatainable. I don’t know really what I am going to do. I don’t want to kill myself really I don’t but I really don’t know if I want to go on. I mean really. I guess I just need to tell my story, well […]