i hate life. if i was given the chance to end it right now, i wouldnt think twice about it. i just want to not exist anymore. i dont want to commit suicide incase i fail and become a vegitable or just be know as the attention seeker. because i am not seeking attention. i have never told anybody how i feel. i feel unloved and empty most days. i feel guilty most days as i have a good life, good friends, mom who loves me. and i am an ungrateful *****. but i feel like each day is just a drag. i dont think […]