My life is good. I really do feel like this is true. But I still constantly think about killing myself. I always have. Since I was nine years old. I’m now 34. I have tried 3 times, not counting the two times with a loaded gun to my head. obviously my heads not working correctly when I’ve tried otherwise I would be dead cause suicide isn’t that hard. But also if my head was on straight I wouldnt want to. It is amazing how I survived not once or twice, but three times a stomach full of leathal pills. I’m taking it as a sign […]
