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MelindaGoesAway

I'm 47, never married no kids. My best friend died in my arms several years ago, then I lost a baby at 18 weeks, causing my fiance to leave me. My mom shot herself 2 years ago, my dad fell and hit his head last year, dying from his injuries and infections last November. I've lost several more people I cared about since then. I have no one, nothing.. and the pain is palpable. I can barely function, I'm a commission-only salesperson and the grief and depression are preventing me from making enough money to support myself. I feel so lost and alone.

Hanging by a thread..

by MelindaGoesAway 4/14/2015

written by MelindaGoesAway

I can’t breathe, I can’t think. My heart is broken, my life is broken, I am broken. My mom shot herself 2 years ago and I’m trying to not think these thoughts, make these plans..I just can’t help it. I am so sad and alone and lost. I always wanted my legacy to be something extraordinary, special. It didn’t work out. My life has been one tragedy, one struggle, after another. People say I’m smart & beautiful, but I’m not. I never married because I didn’t want to ‘settle’.. but people just assume there’s something wrong with me. Every night I come home to an […]

4/14/2015 3 comments