I am only 19, I’m so young still why am I thinking these horrible thoughts? Why am I on the verge of hanging myself and letting it all go? Why do I feel so alone? I feel like I am the only person on this planet who actually wants to die. I don’t care if the feeling is horrible and painful I just want to die. I have nothing left to live for, literally nothing. Why am I still contemplating this idea? I have all these questions runnin through my mind and I cannot seem to come up with any answers.