I wish I was dead. I really do. Â I have been suffering from depression since my early teensand I am now 36. I cannot remember the last time I felt happy; felt sad; felt hopeful; felt ANYTHING.
I know how I could do it. I know I would be successful.  What’s stopping me?  I have a little boy. His father is violent towards me  I cannot leave my baby with that monster.
What am I to do?  I cannot go on anymore  I am dead anyway