I wish I was dead. I really do. Â I have been suffering from depression since my early teensand I am now 36. I cannot remember the last time I felt happy; felt sad; felt hopeful; felt ANYTHING.
I know how I could do it. I know I would be successful.  What’s stopping me?  I have a little boy. His father is violent towards me  I cannot leave my baby with that monster.
What am I to do?  I cannot go on anymore  I am dead anyway
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take your baby and leave honey, it will be fucking hard. but do it. you never know once your free of the abuse you may just learn to love yourself. like you deserve to be loved.x
I can relate to you. I’ve had depression all my life also, I’m 41 and have a 6 yr old boy. He is the only thing keeping me going .
I have no where to go if I leave. Women’s shelters are nearly always full up and they’re only temporary anyway. The only thing I can hope for is we go together someday but that’s highly improbable.