3 weeks ago I got great news. I had gotten into the course of my dreams and would be finally moving out of the shit hole I call home. I was elated.
Then reality hit. I became anxious to the point of panic and then depression swept over me like a wave. A wave in the ocean, breaking over me and dumping me on to the sand. I suppose you could say I am frozen in fear.
Fear of making a mistake, fear of failure, fear of change. And now I am in constant procrastination; not just with the move I need to make in order to […]