I don’t know why but it just feels like the entire worlds against me. I’m so sick of it I’ve been depressed for so long and every day I contemplate suicide. I always feel like a psycho and I don’t care what happens to me hell my friends the few I have even call me psycho! I want to end it all so bad but every time I’m about to I think of my mom and family and how much it would hurt them. I need help someone anyone fucking help me….
