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Mitrailleuse
Mitrailleuse
Excuse my cynicism but my girfriend left me after 10 consecutive years, so i will probably die alone and willingly sometime in the future. BTW im a 30yo male from eastern europe. Not the Ukraine :) I might die tomorrow or in 30 years (no i dont have any terminal illness), but i couldnt care less. YOLO in strict sense. It gives me freedom and joy knowing that i could end it all in any minute. This freedom i didnt have until my gf left me and i started to think rational.
“We can’t love ourselves,
And we dont’t beleive we are loved,
We dont’ write any beautiful letters
To people we used to know
With the old ink,
Cause we only courted ourselves,
Our female selves, wildly
We were only good to please her,
And coquettish, and unfaithful,
And now we became widowers, crying”
From one of our poets.
Well.. time to write something… One more fucked up story isn’t gonna make a difference here, so..
You know when you’re young, you’re always told to obey the rules, respect your elders, do some good, expect nothing in return, be faithful, be honest, get a degree, don’t lie, work hard, respect your gf, satisfy her every need, marry her,buy a house, have kids.. and that’s what you call a happy and full life. If you live according to this, people will call you a happy man (i can’t speak for the women, sorry).
In such a state of mind i got to know her in high school. […]
We have an airfield nearby my working place and when a fighter passes low i always wave and shout “Drop it here! Right here!” People think im nuts… maybe i am:)
Hi there. For those who care, i’m a 30 yr old guy from eastern europe with a steady job and a cynistic world view.. and who thinks he’s got nothing to lose. I came here not because i’m depressed (that also happens time to time) but to find people who maybe share this feeling of emptyness.. i dont really care if i die tomorrow or a week from now or even in december, as long as i dont hurt anyone as i go out. I just wanna live as long as i can do what i want. But not more than 50 or 60. People […]