dont know about anybody else but i absolutly hate it when people go all religious on you when they know you are depressed. honestly i have a bible i know what it says i could probly still recite it to you, yes recite, forced into christian home schooling had to recite the bible cover to cover. i dont like religion or anybody who tells me god loves me. if ther was a god and if any such god was loving, i would never have been born, unless i was born specifically to ease another persons suffering in which case god doesent care about me he […]
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ther is no real interesting things about me. i am gay i am married i hate my life. i dont want to die i just dont want to live my life anymore- death is the only way out of it. i fail to understand why suicide is seen as wrong even as murder. if i wish to end my own pain why can i not do it in a manner that is not grusome and makes other ppl upset, why not let us die in a hospital nicly without jumpin in front of trains and cutting ourselves. why must we resort to such barbaric ways why cant u understand that i am in pain even if you cannot see it i can feel it.
You stand ther shaking with a sad smile upon your lips you know ther was no hope from the begining,
You sigh and throw your hands in the air in utter defeat,
Your descust shows now so very clear,
Why is it so hard, others seem to have it so easy,
You would ask your friend , your family, your partner
But you know they will laugh
You know they will be crule
You know you must go it alone
So you jump in yet again for another go
And as you do […]