It doesnt stop…the constant pain…the constant sadness. it’s always there.
i tried to turn my life around..stopped taking drugs, kicked the alcohol abuse. left my toxic household, found the most beautiful man to share my life with. but it doesn’t end.
another suicide attempt a few weeks ago…another change of meds.
i should be happy. but these demons that possess me just wont leave me alone and they keep dragging me further and further into a void of pittliess darkness.
it is ungrateful for me to be unhappy really… i have a man who does everything he can to make me happy..yet he fails because i […]