just when i thought it was getting better, it droped back down to as low as it was before. and im scared with every action that i do my best friend will kick my ass or go back into her depression. im also madly in love with her.
I have been a christian my whole life, and over the past year, i have grown totally away from god. and in the past few months, i have had some feelings for girls. and i am a 14 year old girl. it says in the bible that its wrong to be gay, but its not like i can help who i have feelings for. and to top it all of, i have no friends. im not popular. i dont belong to a clique. and im annoying, have ocd, adhd, and dont know what im supposed to do anymore. and i kinda like my friends cousin…whose […]